a day, or a few days or better yet a week that seemed to be completely out of your control?
That’s where I’m at peeps.
I’m a girl who likes to be in control. Know what’s going on. Plan. I hate being disappointed and disappointing others. I know I create unrealistic expectations and I have a hard time letting go of those. I hate being thrown a curve ball and I feel like they are coming in left and right this week and I’m absolutely exhausted because of it. Mostly emotionally exhausted but tired nonetheless. I feel myself losing sleep because I, being the control freak that I am, have a hard time separating my life and putting things away for a few hours.
So instead, I stress. And worry. And yes, I realize how completely unhealthy this is (especially for a girl less than 2 years under being cancer free).
I’m totally in a funk for lack of a better word. I’m emotional and lonely and disappointed and unhappy and not feeling like myself.
And I’ve seriously tried everything to de-funk myself. I’ve shopped. Drank some wine. Went for a run in Edgewater Park. Baked. Cleaned. Wrote. Vented to The BFF. And nothing is working.
Advice time: When you are in a funk what do you do?